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Being the age that i am. 19.
youapos;d think that by now iapos;d be over the fact that heapos;s better than me.
but iapos;m not.
we have the same genes.
we are more related to each other�than we are to our parents.
yet, how do i fail at the things he succeeds at?
i wish i was smarter.
i wish i didnapos;t sink down to just the bare minium.
i wish i could do things as well as him.
have been and always will be jealous of him.


i donapos;t know what to do with myself.
it always turns out that when i think i did my best and tried my hardest, itapos;s not good enough for someone in authority. Someone who has the ability to fail me.
half the time i donapos;t understand what these people want from us.
fuck it.
who needs em....

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